01 How to be Dead - Snow Patrol Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice For me, this song encompasses most of the Buffy/Angel relationship, starting with episode seven, season one, "Angel", when Buffy first learns Angel is a vampire. The song also reminds me strongly of early season two and three, when the two are struggling with their feelings and their positions, and deciding whether or not its worth the risk of getting involved. It also reminds me of "I Will Remember You" and "Sanctuary" from Angel season one. I see it as both perspectives and can be perceived as either for different verses.
02 We Looked Like Giants - Death Cab For Cutie God bless the daylight, the sugary smell of springtime Remembering when you were mine In a still suburban town A song for "Innocence" and "Surprise", the short bliss they enjoyed before "Surprise", the one night they had together, and the return of Angelus accompanied by his campaign to destroy Buffy.
03 C.S. Lewis Song - Brooke Fraser Speak to me in the light of the dawn Mercy comes with the morning I will sigh and with all creation groan As I wait for hope to come for me
Am I lost or just less found, On the straight or on the roundabout of the wrong way? Is this a soul that stirs in me, Is it breaking free, wanting to come alive? This song reminds me of "Surprise" and "Innocence" as well. It also reminds me of Buffy's struggles with returning to life in season six.
04 Majoring in Minors - Sugarcult Watching your lips move together Nothing's making sense Talk to me Talk to me I don't want to break the silence with the taste of something violent Come to me Come to me This song is for the struggle between Buffy and Angelus. He's lost his soul but that doesn't mean Buffy has stopped loving him. She blames herself and she can't bring herself to kill him but she'll have to do it eventually. It can also be seen as Angel's decision to leave in season three.
05 I Don't Know If I'll Be Back This Time - Sea Wolf Will this key work anymore? Does someone else now live inside? I think the former tenant died
I don't know if I'll be back this time I might just stay here with you Again I am reminded of Surprise and Innocence but also of the return of Angel's soul in Becoming Part Two and his return from hell in season three. The confusion and guilt he felt over what he'd done, all the while still struggling to suppress the feelings he had for Buffy.
06 Everything Changes - Staind If you just walked away What could I really say? Would it matter anyway? Would it change how you feel?
I am the mess you chose The closet you cannot close This song reminds me of Buffy asking for time at the end of "Lover's Walk" in season three, Angel's departure after Graduation Day Part Two, and Buffy leaving at the end of "I Will Remember You" and at the end of "Sanctuary".
07 I Know I Know I Know - Tegan and Sara Laugh with me, shout, scream now tell me you're staying I know I know I know, you're still my love The same as I love you, you'll always love me too This love isn't good unless it's me and you
Last night I was writing about you I know my screaming and shouting won't keep you I know I know I know, you're still my love Angel's leaving at the end of Season three. Even though they're both in love with each other and neither wants it to end, he knows he has to let her go, at least for now.
08 Los Angeles - Sugarcult This city's killing me I want, I want, I want everything This city's killing me In the heat of Los Angeles
Come on, come on It's alive and breathing Come on, come on Come alive today Come on, come on It's a heartless beating I heard this song about two years ago and it immediately reminded me of Angel, the entire song just screamed Angel. It reminds me strongly of Angel's arrival in L.A. and the mission he choses to take on, trying to forget about Sunnydale and the mistakes he's made.
09 Save Us - Feeder Face against the ground Torn, but you can stand Your will is strong, but you have now I know you can save us
Fears you can’t deny It’s burned a hole, right through your soul But I know you can save us This is just a hero song for Buffy and Angel, both of them suffering endlessly through trial after trial trying to fight the good fight. They keep getting knocked down but they always get up again.
10 I'm Dying - VAST Not one day goes by That I don't compromise your love For the cold love of the world It's killing me through My own evil pride Angel's P.O.V., in all his angst, especially in season two with all he goes through for and with Darla. And also for Buffy, in season six, as she struggles with trying to readjust to the world after experiencing heaven.
11 03.45: No Sleep - The Cardigans I'm dating ancient ghosts The ones I made friends with The comfort of fireflies Long gone before daylight
And if I had one wish fulfilled tonight I'd ask for the sun to never rise This is set during Season five of Buffy, when Angel comes to comfort her after the her mother's funeral. Neither wants him to leave but the morning is coming.
12 Please Please Please - Shout Out Louds Long time ago The times we had were so and so It was the worst date of your life
But yesterday when i saw your eyes in a black haze You didnt even know my name So i walked on pretending that you still belong but it will never be the same no more Again for Buffy's angst in season six and Angel's longing. Their off-screen meeting when she returns.
13 Keep Myself Awake - Black Lab It's always cold It's always day You're always here You always say I'm all right I'll be okay If i can keep myself awake Another reminder of IWRY as well, this song also reminds me of Angel Season five and Buffy Season seven. Sort of what I can imagine them feeling as they near their respective "end-of-the-world"s.
14 The World You Love - Jimmy Eat World I got a story it's almost finished all i need is someone to tell it too maybe, that's you.
it doesn't seem theres hope for me i let you down but i won't give in now not for any amount Mostly Angel's P.O.V. it relates to NFA and post-NFA feelings.
15 Bixby Canyon Bridge - Death Cab For Cutie Beneath the Bixby Canyon Bridge Until I eventually arrived At the place where your soul had died. Buffy, Post Chosen and NFA, reflecting on Angel during her search for what has become of him.
16 You're A Wolf - Sea Wolf Old gypsy woman spoke to me, lips stained red from a bottle of wine. The one that you are looking for, you’re not gonna find her here. Angel reflecting on the return of his soul, the first, second, and third times. Post-NFA finding his path again.
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